Perlu Tahu..

Apakah reaksi anda apabila tiba-tiba seseorang cakap yang nama anda membawa maksud yang tidak elok?

Nama saya Safiyya Nur Sakeena..
Ibu saya yang menamakan saya dengan nama ini..

Dimana ibu saya dapat nama Safiyya?
Di dalam buku 'The Most Blessed Women In Islam'
yang saya sangat yakin akan kesahihannya...

Pada pengetahun saya Safiyya bermaksud kemurnian..
dan itu di akui sendiri oleh Ustaz sekolah rendah saya..

Setelah 14 tahun menggunakan nama ini..
tiba-tiba seorang makhluk Allah telah memberitahu saya bahawa 'Safiyya' bermaksud bodoh...

Wahai kamu yang sangat lah 'matang' di mana kamu dapat maksud itu?
Kamu sangat lah 'matang' kerana tak reti nak jaga perasaan orang lain..
Cuba aku yang cakap nama kau tu cacat ke terencat ke.
Kau marah tak?

Lain kali bercakap pakai otak..
bukan pakai bontot..

TAHU?

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Punya Masalah

kau punya masalah apa dengan aku?
aku sangat yakin tidak punya masalah dengan kau..
haruskah kau menjaja ke sana sini tentang masalah yang tidak pernah wujud di antara kita?
perlukah kau mengungkit cerita yang sudah lama basi dan terlupakan?

perlukah? haruskah? mengapakah?

segala persoalan-persoalan ini hadir dan berlegar-legar dalam kepala aku..
setiap penjuru di hati aku tertusuk sebab perbuatan kau..



p/s: suka kah kau kalau pagi-pagi lagi dapat mesej yang berunsur kemarahan?

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Oh! Kakak

kakak telah mengajak aku untuk pergi ke senbuah event, ada Zahiril Adzim katanya...

aku terus setuju tanpa membantah sedikit pun.h..

penat juga kaki berjalan menuju ke Central Market..

terkadang hati ini rasa seperti ingin mengeluh..

tapi aku diam kan saja kerana dia kakak aku..

setibanya di event tersebut, kakak aku terus teruja..

senyuman yang menampakkan gigi tak lekang di wajah nya

oh... ah...

itulah perkatann yang sering keluar..

sejam event itu belangsung,

setibanya di penghujung, orang ramai berpusu pusu..

wanita semuanya... Zahiril Adzim la.. takkan tak berebut..

begitu juga kakak aku..

aku diam saja sambil memegang telefon bimbit miliknya untuk dijadikan kamera..

janjinya, '' nanti aku ambilkan gambar kau sekali''

Ok,

Aku sedang ligat meniru lagak photographer untuk merakam gambar kakak dengan Zahiril

Tidak habis dengan itu, kakak meminta supaya buku nya ditanda tangan..

aku mengikut sahaja langkahnya..

dalam hati aku bermonolog,

bila akan tiba masa aku untuk bergambar bersama lealki yang dipanggil Zahiril itu...

usai bukunya ditanda tangan,

kakak terus menarik ku keluar dari ruangan tersebut..

seperti biasa aku tidak membantah..

sedang kami menuju jalan untuk pulang,

entah mengapa hati ini terpanggil untuk mengungkit janji lama,

aku terus bersuara,

"kau kata kau nak ambik gambar aku"...

ini jawapan yang keluar..

"la.. aku lupa"

dek kerana perasaan teruja, mungkin..

ada juga rasa geram..

tidak mengapa, aku pendamkan sahaja

kerana dia Kakak aku..

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Aki..

if i could turn back times..

i would fix all my mistakes..

i would learn from it and try not to do it again..

all im asking is..

i want to be back in times where the word 'Aki' can still be pronounced...

oh, how i missed that moment..

i wish i spent some more time with him

how i wish i could say thank you to him..

how i wish i could tell him how much i love him...

Aki, now everything that could remind me of you the most can no longer to be seen..

the tree house, the chess, the shelves, the first watch that you gave me..

oh, how i wondered where they could have been..

oh, how i wished i kept them so it will help me to reminisce the memories of me with you..

i miss you, miss you so bad..

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School is Back!

the holiday has over!

the school is welcoming me!

seriously,

im not so pleased with this situation..

not that i hate school..

but i just could not help of loving holidays more..

what a drag!!

i am a bit shocked today..

as my foot steps on the floor of my class..

i see an unfamiliar face..

WHAT!

we are having a newbie?

not again..

im done enough with the backstabber..

well,

im just hoping that the newbie is not like HER

look at the bright side..

i can make friends of him..

maybe he can be my friend or maybe bestfriend..

(maybe not)

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Chance Of A Lifetime

if was given opportunities to do something or maybe won 1 million ringgit, i would:

: i would go to Disneyland

: i would go to New Zealand for the sake of Bungee Jumping

: i would go on vacation at Korea...

: i would participate The Amazing Race, still figuring out who ever gonna be my team partner

: i would send a suggestion to broadcast The Running Man: Malaysia version to Astro.

: i would go for a shop at Oxford Street or maybe New York

: i would take swimming classes

: i would have my own jet plane

: i would date Robert Pattinson

: i would ask Robert Pattinson to marry me..

(a dream that will never come true)

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Do Not WALK.. RUN!

i spent the whole weekend watching this:

i laugh and laugh and laughed watching Running Man..

there is nothing to say.. just laugh...

the members are:

1) Yoo Jae Suk (MC)

the best MC ever

2) Lee Kwang Su

3) Kim Jong Kook

4) Ji Suk Jin

5) Kang Gary

6) HaHa

7) Song Joong Ki

8) Song Ji Hyo

i do wished that someday Running Man will be aired in Malaysia and with Malaysian..

i meant the actors and our National MC..

it is sure will be so much fun..

ASTRO please!!

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any minute now!

i'm going to be fourteen tomorrow..

can't help it.. im excited..

well, a thousand of thanks to my beloved mother for:

1) bringing me to this world

2) raising me with a good health

3) teaching me

4) scolding me.. mumbling around.. hmm

5) buying me gifts (the pendant is gorgeous)

6) giving me money every morning

(hey, ain't that for mother's day?)

well mama..

i cant state all your good deeds to me here..

i might not have the courage to say this in front of you..

but trust me..

I LOVE YOU!

i'm gonna be FOURTEEN!!

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Drama!

Mungkin apa yang anda tonton dalam drama itu merupakan realiti..

Mungkin ada yang tidak masuk akal..

Hidup bagai satu babak drama..

Adakalanya kita lah watak utama dalam kehidupan seharian kita..

Adakalanya aku lah watak jahat

Dan ada masa aku lah orang yang di aniaya.

Juga ada masa aku terasa seperti Extra dalam hidup sendiri..

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Are You Leaving?

so..

i wont see you again after the two weeks of holidays?

are we going to lose contacts?

will you be the same?

will you remember me, your classmates, your best friends?

will you still be my best friend if we meet again..

will you still willing to hear my stories?

will you still willing to hear me screaming?

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Problemo Konspireso!

it all begins with...

Aku: weyh, maharaja lawak tu best.. aku suka la Nabil tu..

Kawan 1: aku pun.. aku suka yang dia buat GPS tuh.. reculculating 400 metres turn left..

Aku: siap ada lagu beyonce lagi.. to the left, to the left..

Kawan 2: Nabil tu memang kelakar la

Kambing: Abang Nabil(senior merangkap KP di DMS) tu kelakar kan tadi.. dia buat lawak.. aku suka la..

Aku, Kawan 1 dan 2: huh? (hati kecil terus berkata)

Aku bermonolog lagi sendiri..

(jangan menyampuk kalau tak tahu apa apa.. datang dari planet mana, ceruk mana tiba tiba nak menyampuk)

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masalah keyboard

apakah benda yang boleh turun kemudian tidak boleh naik?

jawapannya ialah arrow yang berada dia atas keybord ini rosak

arrow ke bawah masih bisa digunakan lagi..

Haish!

sungguh tidak senang dengan keadaan ini..

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true friendship is a pure happiness..

Friendships come and Friendships go Like wave upon the sand
Like day and night
Like birds in flight
Like snowflakes when they land
But you and I are something else
Our friendship's here to stay
Like weeds and rocks and dirty socks
It never goes away!

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Impossible

it has been a while since ive waited for you

and you dont even seem to notice me

hey, are you blind

cant you see me blushed?

cant you see me smiled when you are talking to me?

cant you feel that?

right now i feel invisible to you..

as if u dont see me or hear me

i am afraid to tell you the truth

cause i am afraid that you will hate me

so i would rather keep it and swallow the pain.

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Ikan saya Angelina Jolie!

seharian melukis mural di sekolah,

entah mengapa tangan seakan akan dipujuk untuk melukis ikan

yang berbibir seperti Angelina Jolie..

(sangat la tak berapa nak comel)

agak kepenatan kerana melukis seharian dibawah terik panasnya matahari

seharian mengecat lukisan mural di sekolah..

sungguh memenatkan

agak pelik kerana ikan Angelina Jolie saya berwarna

coklat kekuning kuningan dan berekor yang berwarna ungu

SUNGGUH PELIK!

mungkin ada yang mengata..

mungkin ada yang mencaci..

DO I LOOK LIKE I CARE?

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Masalah Permasalahan

okey,

aku tak tahu apa masalah aku dengan kau

mungkin juga salah aku kerana terlalu lancang menyuarakan pendapat aku terhadap kau

tapi kau harus terima semua itu

sampai bila kau nak menjauhkan diri dari aku?

sampai bila kau nak menjaja masalah kita kepada orang lain?

Tolong!

kita sama-sama manusia

bukan senang nak puaskan hati semua orang

aku juga boleh terima pendapat kau

all you need to do is..

Spill it all out!

i can handle it!

okey,

aku tahu kau lembut orangnya

mungkin kau rasa aku kasar

mungkin kau rasa aku hati aku tak selembut hati kau

tapi kau harus tahu

aku tak seperti kau

aku punya sifat aku yang tersendiri

kau tak boleh berharap yang semua orang akan berperangai macam kau

kau hanya perlu terima aku seadanya

apa yang aku salah atau kau tak suka

Kau boleh tegur aku

itu bukan satu KESALAHAN

tapi..

kau harus ingat,

orang lain pun punya pendapat

mungkin yang kurang menyenangkan..

sudah penat membebel

DIAM!

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Semakin Maju!

The best movie i have ever seen.. (mungkin selepas Puteri Gunung Ledang)

Pelakon pun boleh than handsome..

Pedulikan saja mereka2 yang kata cerita ni tak best

Standart filem melayu la..

Baru nak berkembang orang da cakap macam-macam

Macam mana nak maju?

Haish!

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Mengimbau!

Setiap kali bebola mata memandang keluar..

Pasti imej rumah yang berwarna kuning beratap merah kelihatan..

ya! itulah rumah Cik Ita dan Uda..

Setiap kali aku memandang..

Pasti fikiran ku melayang-layang memikirkan zaman aku kecil dahulu

(macam la besar sangat sekarang)

Setiap kali aku melukis gambar rumah,

Pasti berwarna kuning dan beratap merah dan di sebelahnya ada sebatang pokok yang besar

Aku tak tahu apa motifnya dan masih memikirkan sekarang..

Sering juga aku dipersendakan!

tapi tak mengapa kerana aku tahu aku punya imaginasi!

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Ana Rafalli

Sungguh ayu memegang gitar akustik di situ

Harap maklum

Ana Raffali tidak kekampungan dek kerana dia cukup selesa menggayakan baju kurung..

Sebaliknya ini yang harus terjadi..

Bukannya sibuk meniru aksi artis Hollywood dengan berpakaian terlalu seksi!

HAISH!

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Dancing in the rain

life isn't about waiting for the storm pass

it is about learning how to dance in the rain!

anyone who thinks that SUNSHINE

is pure happiness,

has never danced in the RAIN

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Umbrellas UP!

hey folks!

its been raining all day..

and today's accessories are umbrellas!

ain't that interesting?

and for today's activity

is SLEEP

sleep like a baby

ITS A WET DAY DARLING

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Homework!

teacher o teacher

why must you provide us a homework

aren't you sick of marking our book everyday?

(its for your own good! duhh! teacher should be appreciated!)

Homework darling!

Don't worry i'll DO you as soon as i can!

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Superpower

i've always wanted a superpower

and it would be the ability of reading other people's mind

that would be great..

just imagine that u can reach their mind..

u can get to know who's the guy that have a secret crush on you

who's b**** that are being so blimey, and always bothering your life

and u'll know what people feel about..

do they love you or hate you!

ain't that interesting

poor edward cullen..

he will never knew what bella feels about him everyday..

poor edward cullen..

he will never knew what bella feels about him everyday..

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kill your time, don't let it wasted

when u have so much time left.. find a way to kill it..

fold your paper until it become a cute origami

read some books

shop till you drop

have a chit- chat with your girlfriends

blow some bubble

can't you see it?

there are so many ways to kill your time...

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what a good way to lose weight

cross country is another option in losing weight. tetapi harus berlari lah. kalau setakat berjalan, tak payah la.

but in the end, you'll be extremely exhausted..

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